Alienation

I wanted a distant place to relieve my pain
Where I couldn’t feel anything, even hope
Where I could forever and ever remain
With my strong feelings to dope…

I run away from the world and its rain
From all memories that I couldn’t cope
Only small fragments of the sad moments came
To strike my heart and soul with mope

And it comes after me, day after day
Reminding me that the scope where I lay
Is the painful price for a self

I finally found in this internal journey
That the sad root of life’s tourney
Is not being possible to be alienated from myself