Tears in secret

If I ponder about another past
Where I laughed, sand and I was dear
It seems it was a time ago so vast
It seems it was somewhere else but not here.

And my voice cried out no words to last
Yesterday and tomorrow have no fear
Diminished, the line of fate to cast
And fall abandoned, a victim of jeer

I stay thinking, looking in vain
To my inner lake fulfilled with pain
Longing to be carried out to the sea

And the tears that I cry, white and calm
No one sees them springing as my psalm
No one sees them falling inside me